... no mood!

i got my SPM result yesterday..
it's quite ok and i was satisfied with it i think!
but later only i realised that many ppl are much more better than me! 
OMG! how can i compete with them??
n i was starting to worry bout my future!
where will i go??
and how is my future??
can i get into matrix? 
will i get the jpa scolarship?
aikss! the competition is so 'fierce'!
can i get wad i want?!!!!!


the other thing is...
lok,sofea,jj n qin have to leave bahau n go for study soon..
they will only come back at sun n sat n the holiday~
i think i will feel quite bore without them! 
haizz! so miss my secondary school life!!!
feeling damn down today!
this feeling just like when i was in the plkn for the first week!
T.T
what can i do??